Wednesday, May 5, 2010

today is 6th of May. I miss home. But, there is still have one day more just can return home. I want to return home to study my financial management. Most importantly, I need to find a tuition school to study more in order to empower myself. Although it is not easy to face challenges in life, I will try my best to face them. THat is because I know that it is not easy to succeed. I hope that one day I can give a better life to my parents since they have supported me for many years. Wah, I think that it should be twenty years. Someday, I will do it. Tomorrow I gonna go to Pasar seni to buy something. Tomorrow should be the last day for me in Kl.

Reading my "best friend "blog, I feel that I have the same feeling with him. Somehow, I feel very lonely although I am being surrounding by my friends. That is because I realise that I cannot survive without them.

feeling

After having my examination, I do not have happy feeling because I do not do well in the examination. when my father asked me about how is the going of my examination. I felt damn stress. S.T.R.E.S.S. Somemore, he liked sending messages to encourage me, that cause me to feel VERY VERY sad.......this feeling keep on going. Non-stop, I will die for it.
This is one of the feelings, the other one is the feeling whereby love feeling. Somehow, it is not easy to speak out the feeling because I know the consequences, just like the ice kacang love puppy. I do not like to see that he is so close with her. I will feel jealous. Such a bad feeling, hell. What can I do, just wait and wait the feeling to wash away from my life.