feeling

After having my examination, I do not have happy feeling because I do not do well in the examination. when my father asked me about how is the going of my examination. I felt damn stress. S.T.R.E.S.S. Somemore, he liked sending messages to encourage me, that cause me to feel VERY VERY sad.......this feeling keep on going. Non-stop, I will die for it.
This is one of the feelings, the other one is the feeling whereby love feeling. Somehow, it is not easy to speak out the feeling because I know the consequences, just like the ice kacang love puppy. I do not like to see that he is so close with her. I will feel jealous. Such a bad feeling, hell. What can I do, just wait and wait the feeling to wash away from my life.